THE MENTAL HEALTH PRATITIONER`

I am totally off the chart pissed off! I mean I can’t get calm. I have literally been screaming at my mental health practitioner for over a year that I have had seizors as well as have been dealing with several personalities. When I talked to her last, I am like screaming at her for help, that I thought that I needed reassessed and that I thought that my diagnosis has possibly changed. She let me know several times that you can’t treat that with meds. Well, I don’t want meds, I want it to stop!

I feel bad about it but, the last time she called I had it on speaker with Agnes listening, (she blogs on here as well) and literally said what I was going through once again and about the seizors. She starts talking about Kroger’s. I was livid! I called her superior and told her what was going on, and when I told her about the seizors, she told me that the Wellbutrin I was on was not good it could make them increase. Well, I stopped taking it, today is the second day. I feel bad cause she called me tonight saying she got wrote up and that she was giving to many opiates out and whatever, I don’t even care. Tried denying that I ever told her about the fits let alone the personalities. I wanted to choke her. She said to me the same as that friend did that other people have problems in the world and I don’t think that I can remember all that I heard after that. Oh, I was so furious at her. So, I am going to try this one time and see how I feel about it. I’m going to do the rest of this blog in video, audio on computer suck, we will see how it works out.